It has been a wonderful journey since last three weeks. I have felt as if I haven’t live before like this way. Myself hasn’t lived this way before. I came to see and acknowledge a completely different self of mine. Illusive and Illustrative.
Life is always about exploring the myriad hues which give it its beauty. There is so much of melancholy and monotony in day to day lives. We are always engrossed in the daily activities that we seldom take out the time for ourselves. This was a chance for me to run out of the life’s problems and leave them far behind. This period has been like a retreat. I realized that there is also a different way of living life. Calm and serenity. That which is just not possible in the daily life of what we live. I am happy. I am alive.
Life is beautiful, every minute and second of it. I wish I realize this every day. And let not make it to be a burden. I always used to hide and run away from emotions. And when I started to accept them the way they are, things turned out to be different. Things are not perfect or always the way they are supposed to be. They are the way they have always been. Unpredictable and natural. That’s being human, I guess.
Every day is a learning experience. It is like an album which has to be enriched with beautiful pictures. Some may be dark and some may be light. But the album has to be filled with the experiences. And that’s is where you move on and change. Nothing is permanent.
Life is a blessing. You are blessed that’s why you are in human form and blessed and loved by the people around you.
Forgiveness is something which I am yet to learn. Pain is caused. Yet things don’t stop to move on. And only when the heart can forgive, can I go ahead and live something new. Else I shall be drained and drowned in the regret of unsought happiness. And life always gives you different platforms to lead the way. Regret only causes redundancy. Change is imminent.
Let God or self-realization give me enough power to forgive the people who have hurt me and broken my trust in the past. Let them be happy. They have been innocent and troubled. Forgiveness shall allow me to get past their innocence and hurt caused.
And when I forgive them, I shall be happy. I shall attain bliss.
I am happy to be the way I am.
And I have started to love myself more. Thank you mother and God. Thank you so much for this gift of life.
Amen.
With Love,
Pooja
